“I can do all things through Him
who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13
When Jesus calls us, He does not offer a
sample platter of Kingdom offerings. He grants His grace without measure to
everyone who answers His call. It is important to remember, though, that He
also asks us for everything. Grace is God’s free gift to those who know how
bankrupt they truly are.
The popular term “hitting bottom” is an
apt description of those who respond to the actual invitation of Jesus. Those
who are broken by their own sin and the sin of the world around them often see
how far off-course running their own life has taken them. The sad thing is that
each of us is in the same “bottom” place. Those who have “lost” their position
in this world are simply in a better position to actually see it.
The question occurs to me, “If we can,
indeed, do all things through Him who strengthens us, why are so many
Christians living as if that strength is unavailable?” As with anything
pertaining to both God and human nature, the answers may be as varied as the
individuals involved. But, can I suggest that sometime the answer is fairly
simple: we want to “do all things” but forget the part that says “through Him.”
We want to remain masters of our own
realm. We want to be spiritual capable without appearing to be personally weak.
We cannot bear the thought that, in the end, we are more in need of God’s
strength than a newborn is of its parents’ provision. Imagine a newborn with
the capability of adult thought, but still having the complete immaturity of a
dependant baby of just a few days. Imagine that child saying, “I don’t need
parents. I am capable. I can feed myself, bathe myself, and dress myself.”
Now imagine the parents taking the
newborn up on its fantasy. Within a day, lying in its crib, soiled, hungry, and
naked, it still cries within, “I know I can do it myself!” That come close to
how we respond to God. We might even do the young child one better by admitting
we need God’s help, but still trying to do it all on our own. Both the baby and
the adult before God fail. Not because they are “bad”, but because they are
incapable.
To me, that is a description of what
Scripture calls “sin”. Sin is not the inability to do certain things, it is the
insistence that I can do all things on my own, resisting, and sometimes
resenting God’s invitation to empower us for the life He offers. We refuse to
accept the assessment that “all have sinned”. We do not like to ehar Jesus’
words telling us that, to follow Him, we must die to ourselves. So, we settle
for looking religious, but toughing it all out on our own.
The problem with this is we either
become a grumpy Christian trying to “look” spiritual. We pray loud, quote
Scripture often, but our inner life is a mess. And it shows, believe me, it
shows. Unwilling to be vulnerable before people or God, these Christians are a
mere shell with little joy within.
If not the grumpy super-Christian, we
become the weak, always needy one, who, unwilling to give up control to Christ,
complains of the powerlessness we experience. These believers, instead of
puffing themselves up, find every reason they are unable to follow Christ or
His commands. This is what is behind so many believers today who decide to live
together outside of marriage. “We couldn’t make it financially living apart.”
In other words, God can’t help them “do all things” through the strength He
provides.
But then there are Christians who, like
Paul, have learned through patient trust and painful experiences that, setting
self aside, we can actually know power beyond our imagination as we rely upon
Christ within us. These are Christians who are learning that admitting we are “dead”
is ok, because corpses have no value except to the gravedigger. Jesus promises
abundant life to those who give up trying to do it on their own. He promises
divine enablement to those who are learning to let holy compassion flow from
within.
There is abundant strength from God
Himself to those who will throw off the constraints of “appearance” and, admit
they are not simply weak, but actually dead when it comes to accomplishing what
matters for God’s kingdom. There is glorious ability to go through the darkest
valleys for those who say, “Though I do not understand, I will obey. I will put
aside the yearnings that direct me away from Your best, and trust You to do what
You have promised.”
Have you missed out on the sort of
strength God promises? What if we were willing to let Jesus in to dismantle our
religious structure within, and let our brokenness show through? What if we
were willing to say “Yes” to all He commands, even though it appears strange to
those looking on?
For me, there is nothing sweeter than
Jesus Himself. I can say with Paul that I truly have not arrived, but there is
one thing I do…probably not nearly as well as Paul. I desire, with singleness
of heart, for the “one thing” of total dependence on Him to make room for His mighty
strength. And, included in the dependence is absolute obedience to Him whose
will is always good, always right, and always for the best. There is, in Him,
strength to indeed, do all things.
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