Never Sleeps

While a pastor on the Fort Berthold Reservation I was honored with the Indian name, "NeverSleeps". It was primarily because I was often responding to particular needs in the middle of the night.

Even more relevant, the Lord Himself, Maker of all, "Never Sleeps".

Surely you know.
Surely you have heard.
The Lord is the God who lives forever,
who created all the world.
He does not become tired or need to rest.
No one can understand how great his wisdom is.

Isaiah 40:28

Welcome to every reader. I am a simple follower of Jesus. He is perfect, I often fall short.

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Friday, March 17, 2023

Erect No Statues Here

Erect No Statues Here

(“He has been raised. He isn’t here. Look, here’s the place where they laid him.” Mark 16:6b)

The empty is thick with silence,
the vacancy less than we expected. How far
can a dead man get on foot?

The morning is obscured with weeping,
the rising sun paints sharp shadows in the garden.
How far can we go before
our intentions are detected?

The tomb is cold with absence,
the man in white only added to our questions.
How high can we believe when we cannot touch
the one we came to love?

Erect no statues here,
do not write songs, either praise or dirge,
do not gather a chapel here,
do not preach or record a podcast from the
only place on earth where
he does not abide.

How long will you stay, how long astounded,
there is more life ahead, more mercy outside the garden.
The earth is heavy now with a doula’s work,
the sky is written, the birth announcements sent,
the ears are ready for new-song,
the eyes for dove-pairs and geese-flocks
that split the open air. The have known all along,
they have sung, they have felt the pregnant age
already begun.

It’s a shock to the senses to awaken, ennui
settles on our souls before we know it. It’s the rocks
that keep on playing the stream’s bluegrass, and
the meadows are the womb where deer and racoons
begin.

I tell you know what I know by heart,
you cannot kill love, you cannot destroy the art
of creation when the Divine is the maestro,
and the Spirit the song.

Monday, May 30, 2022

Think What You Want to Think

 
Think What You Want to Think

(“Therefore, if you have been raised with the Messiah, keep focusing on the things that are above, where the Messiah is seated at the right hand of God.” Colossians 3:1)

I hope you don’t mind that I
write
between my tears again.
Maybe my questions are too personal,
maybe my heart is not hard enough.
Today I think I’ll hold it inside.
Today I think I’ll let you guess what is
happening inside me.

Think what you want to think,
sing what you want to sing.

But I can think of nothing to sing when
I recognize the path I’ve been down
time and again, still the gates are closed,
the doors are jammed, the windows barred, yet
there is still a welcome mat on the front porch.

I hope you don’t mind that I
wait
and do not knock this time.
My answers are too personal,
maybe my heart is leaking too much.
Today I think I’ll stand outside.
Today I think I’ll find the address of someone
who cares to share
what is happening inside of them.

Breathe what you want to breathe,
cry what you want to cry.

But my chest is tight, my tears sucked back
into my eyes.
I liked your house for too long, I guess. I
was comfortable there
until I was not.
Today I’ll wait because the weather might change.
Today I’ll shake in the cold because I don’t have
enough clothes
to invest in another friendship
fraught with impossibilities and silence. People
still frighten me.

And yet, even a shard of each star we gazed at
lies buried somewhere in my heart.

Eat what you want to eat,
drink what you want to drink.

And I will knock on your door once more,
a bottle of wine and two chairs on the front porch.
Perhaps after a glass or two
we can turn the first few pages of
the next chapter.