Never Sleeps

While a pastor on the Fort Berthold Reservation I was honored with the Indian name, "NeverSleeps". It was primarily because I was often responding to particular needs in the middle of the night.

Even more relevant, the Lord Himself, Maker of all, "Never Sleeps".

Surely you know.
Surely you have heard.
The Lord is the God who lives forever,
who created all the world.
He does not become tired or need to rest.
No one can understand how great his wisdom is.

Isaiah 40:28

Welcome to every reader. I am a simple follower of Jesus. He is perfect, I often fall short.

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Saturday, July 19, 2025

We Keep an Eye Out


We Keep an Eye Out

"In every direction, in every conceivable merciful convergence,
the heart pounds like someone waiting for the alarm to go off,
whetting our appetite for the congregation, the happy twirling
like the spinning of a yarn.
Memory is the gift you get for living.
Dreams are the seeds you plant, saving the future
like a first grade concert in the park.

How many breaths scatter across the hills,
how many landslides shortly after noon?
Can we hear the forgotten refrain,
can we see the genesis of creation imbued
with atomic fondness for the divine?
We talk while our joy is unescapable,
our song is an opening along the horizon of
everything, including moonlight, sunshine,
and stars late in the deep night. We can
name a few, along with the planets too.
We thought the lyrics were only English
with a smattering of Spanish. We thought the
words were enough to get us through the day.

We count the background; we gaze toward the sky.
We watch the sanity of uncertainty land like a dove
upon the boughs of cherry trees adorned by
fruit this late in the summer. We cannot wait to
carry them full-handed into the pail we have
used for a decade now and offered at least half
to the children who live next door.
We share it, also, with the deer that amble
through the inhabited cedars shortly after the
sun goes down.

We keep an eye out for the next doe and maybe a fawn;
we keep ourselves busy awaiting the next whistle the
sparrows sing. They are sonnets that surround the day.

Wednesday, November 22, 2023

A Rolodex of Alibis

A Rolodex of Alibis

(“The tax-collectors and prostitutes are going into God’s kingdom ahead of you!” Matthew 21:31)

I want to live so close to the bottom of things
that there is no place to fall.

Let me stumble into it every day.

I want a head start from the back of the line,
a 100-yard dash untimed. There are better conversations,
deeper fascinations after the crowd has gone home.

I’ve heard the sea floor is polluted;
I may have contributed some.
Tempted to float above it all,
I’m too weightless to matter.

I want to meander with the undemanding,
I want to discover the spectrum just
out of hearing. I want to breathe the dark
midnight air and find
the songs so unbuttoned that our voices
fail.

I used to keep a rolodex of alibis,
reasons to place me far beyond the crimes,
but now I list every visit,
smoke and wine, grain and mud,
and leave the search and rescue behind.

This may disappoint you; this may be
the final spin
that slings you outside my orbit.

This may be
the unleavened bread
that we break, human and touch,
like mudpies and pollywogs. I want to live

Undisguised.