Never Sleeps

While a pastor on the Fort Berthold Reservation I was honored with the Indian name, "NeverSleeps". It was primarily because I was often responding to particular needs in the middle of the night.

Even more relevant, the Lord Himself, Maker of all, "Never Sleeps".

Surely you know.
Surely you have heard.
The Lord is the God who lives forever,
who created all the world.
He does not become tired or need to rest.
No one can understand how great his wisdom is.

Isaiah 40:28

Welcome to every reader. I am a simple follower of Jesus. He is perfect, I often fall short.

Showing posts with label soft. Show all posts
Showing posts with label soft. Show all posts

Thursday, August 29, 2024

No Soft Landing

No Soft Landing

(“Falling to his knees, he shouted, ‘Lord, don’t hold this sin against them!’ Then he died.” Acts 7:60)

There was no soft landing,
the turbulence spun the day with black rope and chains.
With dirt underneath his fingernails
he worked around the obstacles,
he waited for the stones to fall.
Their anger was a cyclone,
their noses flared like a flashflood,
their eyes red as blood,
their syllables sharp as swords.

He had not planned to lay down his life
outside the city walls. He had not
written the lyrics to incite their rage.
He was a bread sharer,
he was a server with sustenance to
lay upon the tables of the pardoned.

They forgot their history.
They thought they were the favorites divine;
they stooped to find the sharpest angles,
they stood to let the coarser stones fly.
They had been invited and turned it
down without an RSVP. They forgot
idolatry is not just a Roman song.
And the rocks landed, head and chest;
and the sneers sounded, catapulted.

He looked above their heads,
he heard beyond their years,
he breathed the prayer the Son
of Man
prayed and saw Him standing beyond
the crowd, once curious, now aroused.
He fell upon perforated knees and gasped
the breath of the Son
of God. And inhaled the dust of the day,
and pled their forgiveness with the last words
of the day.

Thursday, January 12, 2023

Soft Parade of Lightning Bugs


 Soft Parade of Lightning Bugs

(“When he was accused by the chief priests and the elders, he gave no answer.” Matthew 27:12)

Silence speaks as clearly and surely
as the first rays of dawn through the kitchen window.
Believe me, I’ve tried shouting. Drowned out
by iron doors. Muted by theories. Smothered by theologians.
The yelling takes its toll and privilege prevails over
justice and reason.

Fireworks keep me up at night,
firearms puncture the morning,
but a soft parade of lightning bugs
invites prophetic words in miniscule motion.

The silence of a friend who stays till noon is
more welcome
than the clamor who meet to decide what elixir
I need
this time
to be a better example to the gods.
I drank their potions nearly every decade till now
and spoke in tongues so they would quit offering me
the bitter concoction.

I found silence the best therapy,
presence the best tonic. I no longer
need
someone to defend me (I wasted that energy
a long time ago.)
All I request, if the court will allow,
is one or two who, knowing my wound is incurable,
will befriend me (I needed that energy
from then until now.)

But my heart was in my mouth when I heard them
question you.
My face burned when they accused, pious and politic,
the meekest of men to walk this planet. But perhaps
I am more like
Peter,
because I don’t think I would have taken the chance,
put my life on the line,
to speak up for you. (I know now you did not need
me to.)

I’ve been questioned too, and I was guilty as sin.
(That’s where all guilt begins in the gang I used to run with.)
I wanted to be like you, silent. I had far more to defend;
you had the cards stacked against you, they thought you were
going to bomb the Temple once and for all.

Cut short, you never said a mumbling word. My life,
long enough now to know what the right stuff is now,
I say less than I once did.

Love, to be love, sometimes speaks only

In silence.