Never Sleeps

While a pastor on the Fort Berthold Reservation I was honored with the Indian name, "NeverSleeps". It was primarily because I was often responding to particular needs in the middle of the night.

Even more relevant, the Lord Himself, Maker of all, "Never Sleeps".

Surely you know.
Surely you have heard.
The Lord is the God who lives forever,
who created all the world.
He does not become tired or need to rest.
No one can understand how great his wisdom is.

Isaiah 40:28

Welcome to every reader. I am a simple follower of Jesus. He is perfect, I often fall short.

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Traveling Companion

Traveling Companion
“While they were talking and discussing, Jesus himself came near and began walking with them.” Luke 24:15

We had started out early in the day. It was mid-summer and the three of us had been planning the backpacking trip well before Dale and I graduated high school that year. Dale and I graduated together, and Dave was a year older. We had known each other through our teens and attended the same church.

Now, leaving the San Francisco Bay Area behind, we were chugging along toward Yosemite in Dale’s ’69 VW bug. Our plan was to make a base camp on the high plateau of Tuolumne Meadows and follow the trail along the Tuolumne River to its “Grand Canyon”. The adventures of that nine-day trip would fill a small book.

Before we ever reached Yosemite we noticed white smoke and an acrid smell coming from the Bug’s floorboards. Our hearts sank, expecting the worst. Did the climb into the Sierras put too much strain on the small engine? Had the air-cooled system failed? We limped into a small town, found an auto mechanic and crossed our fingers. We did not have time for a major repair, let alone money to pay for it.

We ate a nervous lunch while waiting to hear from the mechanic. Walking back to his shop, we steeled ourselves for the bad news. “Well boys,” he said, “you’ve just got a couple burned-out wires.” Next question: How much? “$90, and I can get you back on the road in an hour.” We combined our finances, paid the man, and continued our adventure.

That evening we set up our tents, talked around the campfire and planned our first day on the trail. Having been told by the Park Ranger that bears were unusually aggressive that summer, we also strategized how to keep our food from their reach.

Rising the next morning, we made about four miles down the trail and set up camp in a semi-circle of Ponderosa pines on the bank of the Tuolumne River. We put our food in a drawstring bag and tied it off to a high branch about a quarter mile from our camp. After fishing for a while we set up for the night.

The sky was clear and it rarely rains in the summer in Central California, so we decided to sleep under the stars. All three of us lay awake, enchanted by the inky sky dotted with diamonds and pearls. We laughed, joked, and were glad we had made it this far.

About 2 a.m. Dave poked me in the side and said, “Mark, are you awake?” “I am now”, I mumbled.” “There’s a bear in our campsite!” I saw nothing, but I did not sleep the rest of the night, every sound a 500-pound bear walking on twigs. Five minutes after Dave gave me the frightening news, Dale sat straight up in his sleeping bag and said, “Bear? Where’s a bear?” Then laid right back down asleep again.

We didn’t complete our trip down the Tuolumne. Instead, we high-tailed it back to our base camp and came up with a plan B. We drove to nearby June Lake to camp and do some fishing. Unfortunately, the mosquitoes were worse than the bears! They were swarming everywhere. Plus, they were so large that every time they took a bite out of you they left a tip for the waiter. We made a quick “Plan C” decision to go visit some of Dave’s relatives in Reno. We swam, did some river rafting and had an incredible time.

Our adventure stays in my memory because of my traveling companions. The men described in Luke 24 were traveling together. Having witnessed Jesus’ crucifixion, these two of His followers were sad and distressed. Then Jesus joins them on the road. He joins them in their journey, asks about their sorrow, and reminds them that the Son of God was destined to suffer before He entered His glory.

It is not until they arrive home, invite Him in and break bread together that they realize who He is. “Weren’t our hearts burning within us while he talked with us?” they said.

My journey with Dale and Dave is one of my favorite memories, and I hope it is for them as well. But, far sweeter, and far more permanent, is the present Traveling Companion I have in the Risen Christ. He has never left me in this long journey; not through the difficulties, nor in my frailties.


We were not meant to journey alone. Be encouraged, invite Jesus to travel with you. Not only is He your companion, He is the Way itself. Rely on Him, put all your trust in Him. You were made for friendship with the God of all Creation through Jesus the Risen One.

Monday, April 10, 2017

Counted Only


Counted Only

(“Only the person involved can know his own bitterness or joy—no one else can really share it.” Proverbs 14:10)

The bathtub sat clawfooted upon the ground
filled with rain water after the storms of hail and sun
crossed the sky like yellowed venetian blinds.

The man’s geography was no more than shed-sized that day,
moving across the weathered rug for a drink or modest lunch
and back to the lounge chair where the pain had remained,
an unwelcome houseguest,
erasing memories, extinguishing joy, and this day

With no one home
His words were zero and his tears

were

Counted only by God.

Monday, April 3, 2017

In Between Cracks

In Between Cracks

“And the King will answer them, ‘I assure you: Whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of Mine, you did for Me.’” Matthew 25:40

Did you think a love letter would suffice,
a perfumed missive, something chocolate and nice?
Were their eyes the blacked-out windows that grabbed your hand,
or the stench of a single room filled with infants, toddlers,
teens and dogs; a single mom hoping for something more.

When did you start giving in to mythology that made her
as welfare queen? What throne do you think she reigns upon?
What kingdom does she rule? They have left the dirt just inside
the threshold. They have no driveway, no sidewalk; just the
murky ruts from occasionals who stop and stare.

Did you find time for your own mudding? Driving four wheels
over logs and stones; burning gas, smoking the hills with your
tires and chums?

And yet Jesus lives in the shack, Jesus dwells in between cracks
that turn our noses. Jesus goes without a bath, eats soda crackers
instead of cereal, and sleeps between the drips from the mildew
and moss
that captured the past-tense shelter.

You would put restrictions on your help; urine tests and job applications
(and never ask how the homeless buy gas for cars that do not run.)

Stop.

That’s right. Now, listen to the four-year old breathe; just his tiny breath.
His lungs are wet and human. He exhales the sighs of too much life in too
little time. He is Jesus, if you will only

Stop

And listen


To his breath.